Old Daries Entries

                Losing Faith            

9-15-10

Who Are You?

The Spirit In The Sky, The Protector, The Savior, The Truth, The Lord?

I once Knew You As Him..

The One Who Filled Me With Warmth And Happiness

Now I'm Bitter When I Hear Your Name

Who Ever Says Your Name Is Like Spitting Venom In My Face

Where Are You?

Not Here That's For Sure.
Death, Plague, Rape, Murder, Hunger.

I Don't See The Man With Beautiful Locks of Hair And Baby Blue Eyes.

So I'll Ask You Again.

Who Are You?

Imaginary Love

8-1-10

I woke up sweating from my head, one of those hot summer nights.

A name written on my lips.

 his voice a song in my head singing a sweet symphony over and over.

I turn to face him but hes not there he never was.

I look around and I find an empty canvas blank but something there .

I stare a little bit longer.

As time goes on I start to see this canvas transforming before me.

He right in front of me.
 trying to grasp him but instead I wake up and I'm back looking for him.