Chapter 5: This Loneliness

Sometimes I feel lost. Like I don't know who the hell I am or what will become of me. I'm Secretly afraid of everything and everyone. I am afraid of waking up ten years from now and wondering were it all went. I'm afraid that each step I take is the wrong one, all the people I love will soon be the ones I hate. Staring upon the unknown but at the same time familiar stars gives me  no comfort. Thinking back to the past puts a smile on my face but drives me closer to insanity. "Its the change" they say, But I have one question When is it coming? I been in this so called transition stage, but when will I take flight? When will it be the next chapter in my life? I'm so young but already feel like I cant go on much longer. No one to hold my hand no one to walk me through it. Solitude only if you can kept me company. I miss the company of this someone ,the joy it brought me, the feeling of trust, Security, and serenity. For now I guess my only friend is this loneliness.